Yu Enze pointed out that suddenly a wet and cool long summer cried, and tears flashed and flooded her pale face. She was asleep and didn’t know she was crying.
"Yu Enze is you who hurt long summer’s heart. It’s you." The heart seems to drop blood. Yu Enze hates himself too much. He feels remorse. "She is your favorite long summer. She is the only one you love in this life. You should be the one who loves her the most, but you just treat her like this in Leng Qing.
Instead of bringing happiness to long summer, you broke her heart. Yu Enze, you owe long summer too much. How much more do you owe her before you are satisfied?
Long summer shouldn’t bear all this. No, she is the most deserving person in this world. She doesn’t deserve your injustice and sacrifice. "
Fingers gripped the body and was bitten by Yu Enze. "Yu Enze is enough. That’s enough. If you continue to drag on, it will drag long summer down more and more. You must let her leave you as soon as possible."
When long summer woke up the next morning, she found that she was covered with a blanket. She didn’t want to know that Yu Enze was afraid that she would catch cold last night and helped her cover it.
Long summer gently covered the blanket again, facing away from him, and lay Yu Enze. She looked at Yu Enze’s seemingly indifferent back, and the corners of her mouth could not help but hold up a shallow sweet smile. Her white Yu Enze was almost her all the time.
In a short time, long summer brought a hearty breakfast. When she saw that Yu Enze didn’t wake up, she gently called him "Enze got up for breakfast."
Yu Enze opened his eyes and turned to peg long summer without saying a word.
Long summer held Yu Enze against the bed, then picked up the bowl chopsticks and took a bite of the food and handed it to Yu Enze’s mouth. She smiled and said, "Enze, come and eat more rain. It’s nice to have sunshine outside. After breakfast, I’ll push you to the park to bask in the sun."
Yu Enze still didn’t respond. He pushed long summer’s hand away coldly.
"What’s the matter with Enze? Don’t you like it?" long summer immediately asked him with a slight frown.
"long summer, how many times do you want me to tell you, please leave me?" Yu Enze’s expression was cold.
Long summer Yu Enze was depressed and said angry words to her. She continued to send the food to Yu Enze’s mouth like she didn’t hear anything. She patiently coaxed him, "Enze, stop that now. I know you are in a bad mood. You have to eat even if you are in a bad mood. Come on, have breakfast."
"I don’t eat." Yu Enze knocked over the white porcelain bowl in long summer’s hand and broke it into pieces.
Long summer suddenly got a tingle and stepped back. She looked stupefied at Yu Enze, who was short of breath in the hospital bed.
"Su Lixia, I don’t want to see you. As soon as I see you, I get upset. Can you stay away from me?" Yu Enze angrily pointed at long summer and yelled at her. "Get out! Get out of here!"
As soon as some rude words were spoken, Yu Enze immediately regretted knowing long summer for so many years. He had never told long summer that it was so difficult to obey and he broke long summer’s heart.
Who knows that long summer is not annoyed or angry? He bent down to pick up the broken bowl pieces and said softly, "I’ll make you another breakfast later. You don’t hate me, but don’t hate breakfast. I’ll bring it to you and I’ll go and eat it."
The more long summer endured Yu Enze, the more he felt guilty and sad. He was tortured. He didn’t want long summer. He swallowed it. It shouldn’t be long summer who suffered him.
Yu Enze grabbed the fruit knife and put it in the fruit bowl of the bedside table. The sharp edge of the fruit knife shone with dazzling silver light. He aimed the sharp tip at his carotid artery and stared at long summer. "Su Lixia, don’t you leave me? Well, I’ll leave you."
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Chapter one hundred and forty-nine I want you
"Enze, what are you doing? Put the knife quickly." long summer stared in amazement to stop losing his mind before Yu Enze.
"You don’t come over" Yu Enze brought the fruit knife closer to his carotid artery, and the phoenix eyes seemed to ignite a fire. "Do you believe it or not, I will stab you if you take one step closer?"
Long summer was pale with fear from Yu Enze. Her heart suddenly froze and her heart suddenly accelerated. Her blood seemed to be flowing backwards. She held out her trembling hands at Yu Enze and persuaded him over and over again, "Enze, I can’t go there. Will you put the knife away?"
Our family has gone through a lot of trouble to finally get together. Are you really willing to leave me and Amber? What have we all survived together? This time, you don’t believe that I can accompany you through it because you want to make fun of your life. "
"Su Lixia, I beg you to be clear-headed." Yu Enze still holds a fruit knife in his hand and has tears in his neck. He roared at long summer. "Look at me clearly. Yu Enze is a basket case now. I am a complete basket case. You will not be happy if you follow me. I will drag you and Amber down. I am a burden.
If you really love me, you should leave me with Anbao forever to find a man who can really take care of you and Anbao people. Only when you have a healthy match will you be stable and blessed all your life. Don’t waste your time with me. "
Heartache tears slide down cold cheeks long summer stubbornly shook her head at Yu Enze crazily, and her voice became hoarse. "Enze, I don’t need anyone to take care of myself, but I can take care of myself. Even you and Anbao Enze deserve me because of you. You are my stability and blessing. I don’t want anyone. I want you and me to be with you."
Tears flooded long summer’s thin face. She saw that Yu Enze was thoughtful, so she tried to step forward carefully. "Enze, don’t you forget that you once spoke to me? You said that you know Su Lixia’s life and death without regret, and you said that you love me and I really don’t regret having you. I love you in this life.
Enze, have you forgotten all these words? What, now that we are finally together, you have to break your original promise not to give up on me or yourself? "
Tears streamed down long summer’s face. "Enze, if you can get better, please let me take you to out of the dark. Please believe me and yourself. All the haze will pass. The sun will always be around you and me. Give me a chance and yourself a chance to spend the rest of our lives together."
The psychological defense line is about to collapse, a drop of crystal drops, and the handsome face Yu Enze’s hand keeps shaking with a fruit knife. He wants to jump out of bed neatly and run towards the opposite long summer, and then open his once solid arms to hold long summer in his wide and warm arms, just like holding his beloved price treasure. Nothing is more precious than his long summer.
However, he lost his legs, and he was disqualified. Like running to long summer and hugging her tightly, he couldn’t deceive himself. He had to face the cruel fact that long summer and Amber were happy, so he could never be with long summer again.
The tip of the fruit knife has been slightly stabbed into the neck skin, and bright red blood stars have slowly overflowed from the tip of the knife. Yu Enze doesn’t feel pain. His face is unusually calm. "long summer, that’s enough. I now take back all my promises to you. Everything is gone. We’re over."
The tip of the knife sank into the skin, and some blood was deeper, like a thin river sliding down and extending. His white collar was red with blood. Yu Enze’s tone was so indifferent that he was terrible. "If you insist on joining me, I can choose to end my own life. If you want me to die, you can stay with me. If you want me to live, you can leave me."
My heart is like broken sand blown away by the cold wind. Maybe I am trapped in the forest of depression, maybe I am lost in the desert of sadness, or maybe I fall into the sea of despair and tears. It is not until this moment that long summer really understands what heartache is to the extreme.
Long summer stopped. Suddenly, she smiled S-curve and charmed. Unlike in the past, her eyes were shining with cold light. long summer locked Yu Enze desperately. "Well, since you can ignore it, you are so selfish and bent on ending your life. Then I will die with you."
You and I will become the most irresponsible, cowardly and selfish parents in this world, and we will be happy to ignore our children and our loved ones to commit suicide to escape from reality. "
Said long summer quickly picked up the table vase and decisively pulled out the flowers inside and threw them to the ground. With the hard wall, the vase instantly exploded and cracked. The fragments of the vase splashed out with the clear water inside and smashed all over the floor.
Long summer clenched her hands only with the slender and sharp vase fragment. Without saying anything, she directly crossed her neck, and the long blood stain suddenly oozed from the soft skin. long summer blushed and gasped. She confronted Yu Enze. "You don’t want to settle yourself. How deep is your knife? How deep is the glass fragment in my hand?"
You hurt, I’ll follow you. You bleed, I’ll bleed with you. You die, I’ll die with you. I’ll accompany you in this life. "
Long summer was determined to go to the grave with Yu Enze. His behavior was really shocking. Unexpectedly, Yu Enze panicked. He was afraid that she was his most distressed and long summer was his most beloved baby in this life. He didn’t want her to die.
"long summer doesn’t want me to want you to die." Yu Enze immediately threw away the fruit knife in his hand and panicked. He forgot that he had lost his legs and walked. He wanted to run to bed to stop long summer from falling to the cold floor. The pain hit him violently and his forehead was filled with sweat.
"Enze" hand vase fragments suddenly slipped long summer dashed past tears burst its banks. She held Yu Enze tightly in her arms. "Enze, are you in pain? Don’t do stupid things again. Be strong. Everything will get through it. Everything will be fine." long summer sobbed.
Warm big hands gently caress long summer’s tears and wet jiao Yan Yu Enze snuggled up to long summer’s arms and suddenly realized that he had compromised. "long summer, I was wrong and I’m sorry, but neither of us are allowed to make fun of our lives again."
I promise you, I will eat well, take medicine well, recuperate well, and I want a doctor. I will practice walking well with prosthetic limbs. From now on, we will all live well, and no one can live without anyone. "
"Good" long summer smiled with tears in her eyes, but she hugged Yu Enze tightly. "From now on, we must live well, and no one is allowed to leave, and no one will be together forever."
Time passed long and short, and then a year passed.
According to the prosthetic limb, Yu Enze, after a long period of rigorous training under the professional guidance of doctors, long summer never gave up his companionship and encouragement, and he insisted on gritting his teeth with his amazing willpower. Today, he succeeded in taking smooth and steady steps to go where he wanted to go like a normal person.
In order to celebrate that Yu Enze can finally walk smoothly, long summer specially held a celebration tonight to celebrate ary Su Jianguo, Lu Yuefan, Xiaowa, who is married, Qin Chen and Ye Simiao, and so on. Many friends and colleagues from long summer and Yu Enze came to Yu Enze to congratulate everyone, and sometimes they drank wine and danced with each other in a warm and happy scene.
During the break, long summer suddenly found Yu Enze sitting alone on the sofa in the corner. He held his glass and bowed his head. His handsome face was full of melancholy.
"Enze, you seem to have something on your mind." long summer sat beside Yu Enze and asked him earnestly.
Yu Enze’s eyebrows are tight and his voice is low, and his eyes are filled with thoughts and concerns. "long summer, it would be six years if Ouyang He Yu Shi today. I haven’t heard from Ouyang He Yu Shi for six years."